The Little Book that John Ate ©1997
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Amos 3:7 "Surely the Lord GOD will do nothing, but he revealeth his secret unto his servants the prophets."
The Historical Perspective:
The revelation of the prophecies began in October 1962. God gave a vision.
Jesus called. The Holy Spirit taught and revealed the mystery of the
end times. The words and study are God's! To God be the honor, praise
and glory.
"He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the
churches; He that overcometh shall not be hurt of the second death."
Revelation 2:11
Late October 1962: The First Dream
Note: All verses are quoted from the King James Version of the Bible.
It was as thought I had been ejected from my bed. Almost before I was
awake, I found myself out of bed standing on my feet. Through a profusion
of tears, I could see the luminous dial on the clock. It was 4:00 A.M. I
wanted to go back and see the dream again, for I had a strange feeling that
I had missed something even before I had turned it over in my mind. It seems
there was something I did not understand which I should have understood.
I turned it over in my mind.
No question about it, I had missed something in that strange dream. This
certainly impressed me even before I could consider it. The heavy feeling
in my heart grew with the realization that I could not go back and see the
dream or vision or whatever it was, again.
As I made my way in the dark to the kitchen, weeping, I felt compelled
to reach for my Bible. Yes, of course, this is where I shall get relief from
this burden on my heart, I thought. Immediately, I went into the Psalms.
God had provided me with just the comfort needed often before in those precious
words.
I read and prayed and searched and read some more. But the heavy feeling
in my heart was not relieved! The stirring of the family forced me to delay
further search till later that night. But during the day I shared this with
some Christian friends. Each one was touched but could give me no comfort
or help. So I was forced to continue to search the Word of God for my relief.
Meanwhile the burden continued to grow heavier.
As soon as I could get back to my Bible in the evening I began to pray
and search again. I did not know what I was searching for, except that I
earnestly wished to be relieved of the heavy feeling. The search spread to
other books of the Bible. But still no relief. This continued and the third
night I was back again asking the Lord to help me. By this time the search
had focused in the book of Revelation though I did not know why. Large numbers
of people were in the dream and large numbers of people are also represented
in the book of Revelation. However, I was not aware of that similarity till
later. But God was guiding me.
So as it was, as I was reading in the Revelation of John, that a most
remarkable thing happened: Suddenly I had a deep understanding of what I
was reading! Such comprehension almost overwhelmed me. In
Revelation
17:12, "And the ten horns which thou sawest are ten kings,
which have received no kingdom as yet; but receive power as kings one hour
with the beast." The ten horns (kings) are ten heads of government!
They have the power of governing, but they did not receive their power by
election or heredity. The got it from a beastly source.
Excitedly I read on in the next verse (13), "These have one mind,
and shall give their power and strength unto the beast." They have
one mind. They agree. They agree on what? These heads of government agree
on their kind of government! They give their power and strength back to the
beast from which they received it. They are puppet heads of government. I
couldn't stop!
And in verse 14, "These shall make war with the Lamb, and the
Lamb shall overcome them: for he is the Lord of Lords and King of Kings:
and they that are with him are called, and chose, and
faithful." So this beasts' philosophy of government is
anti-christ, and these ten puppet kings agree upon this!
In the first flood of excitement over this sudden comprehension, I had
completely forgotten myself and everything else. Now I realized the heavy,
burdensome feeling had vanished! And I was full of joy running over. Oh,
how I thanked the Lord! Not only had He removed the burden, but He had also
given understanding of his Word, and prophecy at that. It was almost too
much to take in.
God's Timing:
The next questions was, "Lord, why now?" Prayer and meditation brought
no answer. So I went back to the verses He had just shown me. Only this time
I began at verse 10 of Revelation 17. And it happened
again!
There was a new depth
AFTER five are fallen, WHILE one is, and BEFORE
the one that is not yet come. The words after, while and
before are implied in the verse. And the Lord gave them to explain
when this prophecy was to be understood: While one is. For these are seven
successive leaders in line, who build this anti-christ concept of government
till it reaches its final, great power in the world. And this was to be
understood WHILE ONE IS and BEFORE the one that is
not yet come.
In verse 11, "And the beast that was, and is not, even he is the
eighth, and is of the seven, and goeth into perdition." This is
the mind which these rulers or powers in the world have. What they agree
on is part of them. It is their philosophy of government. Their anti-christ
philosophy is their uniting factor. They do indeed have one mind.
This all began later in October of 1962. But at the first opportunity,
which came early December 1962, we went to our former home to share with
a trusted friend what the Lord had done. I told him the strange dream and
the heavy burden with which it left me, and how the burden was lifted as
the discernment of the scriptures came and of my unworthiness. The counsel
he gave was of more help than I can say.
He surprised me with, "Well, if this is a gift of the Lord, there will
be more." Incredible! I already knew it all. How could there be any more?
Hum, yes, the donkey, that thought seemed remarkably comforting to me. He
had used what was convenient to Him.
He seemed to sense my deep feelings of unworthiness and inadequacy. For
he continued, saying that perhaps the Lord would not have used me if I had
learned enough to have formed ideas which would make it impossible for me
to be led by the Holy Spirit. This would be true where the leading would
conflict with ideas learned elsewhere. Perhaps God wanted me because I knew
almost nothing about the prophecies. There certainly were no pre-conceived
ideas to obstruct the flow of the Spirit. Since that time my one unchanging
prayer has been, "Lord keep me teachable."
My friend continued, saying that I should make a chart to show these things,
and write it all down. He urged me to pray and get into the Word more. By
this time, partly I wanted there to be more and partly I wanted no more at
all. So we returned to our home with mixed emotions but still refreshed.
The Voice of Jesus: The Call
All these things were set aside as Christmas drew near. The children's
Christmas program at church took place on Sunday evening just before Christmas.
My husband and I were standing outside the church in the dark chilly night
afterward. There were only a couple of other people outside. I heard a man
say to me, "This is the way, walk…" I turned on my heel instantly to go,
hardly hearing the rest of his words. His voice was so commanding I just
wanted to go right then. I turned to the left. There was only the desert.
I turned to the right. There was only the dimly lit parking lot. "Which way?"
I asked. For I was ready to go somewhere.
Though he had not heard what I had heard, my husband seemed to understand.
It did not make sense to me. So I rationalized that the man out in the parking
lot had spoken to someone else and I had misunderstood. This explanation
did not satisfy me for the words I had heard were distinct. But it was an
explanation. But the voice I heard was so commanding that I wanted to go
right then. It was not a deep thundering voice. It was a man's voice, firm
but gentle. I shall never forget the sound. It came like from over my shoulder
behind me. All I knew at the time was I wanted to obey the command.
But final preparations for Christmas took all the time and attention,
and this also was set aside for the time. It was about the middle of January
1963, before I could really get down to business with the Lord again. By
then there had been time to think about it and pray about it and decide if
I wanted any more. I was half-afraid there would be more and half-afraid
there wouldn't be.
"Oh, Father, if there is more you would have me to understand, lead me
as you will." I thought, "If Jesus has something for me, I want it."
As I was sitting at my desk praying, I took my Bible immediately. Holding
it between my hands, I asked the Lord to open the book wherever He wanted
me to start. So again, without opening my eyes, I slowly opened my book,
vowing I would begin to study on the page the Lord saw fit to show me.
The Book opened at Isaiah Chapter 30. So with pencil and notebook in hand,
I gave thanks to the Lord and began to study. At verse 21, I stifled a shout
as I read:
Isaiah 30:21
"And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is
the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn
to the left."
It was six months later that I came to realize this was my call. But God
is so gracious. His call is not binding on us unless we are willing that
it be so. For I would never have known He called me if I had not asked the
Lord to show me if there was more for me. He had proved Himself by the Word.
This comforted me and reassured me. I came to know Him and love Him in a
new and deeper way. This study is His, not mine. Hallelujah!
From Isaiah 30, we went right through to Revelation.
Many of the notes taken were on verses which I did not understand myself.
As I was making a note on "The veil of the temple was rent in twain." This
thought came into my mind: "This is a very important scripture." And then
I had to laugh, because I didn't have the foggiest notion what it meant.
The first reading of Daniel left me with one thought: "My, I'm glad I won't
have to work on this." It was a total maze.
During the weeks and months of this first rather cursory study I learned
much and prayed much. He was showing parts of it. His method was clarified
to me later thus:
Isaiah 28:10
"For precept must be upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon
line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little:"
By the time we reached the end of Revelation, I had an outline of the
prophecies and meager familiarity with them, which seemed to me at the time
to be a world of information.
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"If Ye Have Ears to Hear...the Little Book that John Ate" © 1997